It's been a while since my last post about our trip at San Francisco, CA. We enjoyed our time having a small romantic trip here in beautiful California. Now, it's back to reality...staying home, doing the household chores and the moment of sadness and depression begun...It's almost everyday that I am fighting this odd feeling of mine...it's so depressing. I cried a lot. In reality, it's so hard to go on when fear strikes. I am always with a thought of " How can I start? Does my English good enough to apply for a customer service job? Do I have an opinion when the interviewer throw me a question? Silly in might sound, but yes I always asked my self those kind of questions."However, I am blessed to have a man that always back me up, pushing me to go on because he has so much faith on me.

I have come to a realization that I should always stay in my core, always hold the positive vibes that I have and not letting my dreams to remain as a dream. In reality, it's so hard to go on when...to be continued...